In order to find true happiness we must initiate the joy within ourselves.
It must be remembered and nurtured. Just like anything else that should develop and stay in our minds.
Most of us humans find happiness to be an external factor. Finding our happiness only when good things happen to us or around us.
Situations and circumstances creating a sense of joy..
A momentary glimpse. A fleeting sense.
We are raised upon the idea that things make us happy. This is an idea that we are taught. We’ve taken children away from their natural ability to be happy and taught them how to keep themselves busy. Busy with things. Things that we’ve learned to keep us ‘happily occupied’ instead of actually happy.
And this is what is nurtured… From toys to T.V, to school then jobs and their offices, and families? When will this ever give us time to appreciate what we are and what we have as living breathing creatures? Since we’re so busy, we don’t even have the time to realize that just sitting still and breathing is one of the most magnificent things on this planet.
That is something that should be nurtured.
Needs to be nurtured.
Through the magnificence of life’s amazing struggles, and the blessing of having love based parents, I was able to discover that my happiness depended solely on my attitude.
I realized early on that throughout my life things were going to be difficult. Growing up in low income housing you witness a lot of struggle if you look around. As a child I experienced the loss of friends and neighbors. As I got older I lost my father, and now my mother. Family, loved ones… and this will continue to happen..
So, I began to understand a truth.
It wasn’t the situation that was the problem, it was indeed my attitude about the situation that was the problem.
For most people happiness is a noun, but when you want happiness in your whole life it becomes a verb.
TAKE ACTION
As I have chosen to continue growing, by consistently changing my stimuli, my understanding keeps changing. Through this, I have come to an understanding that the gifts that life has to offer me do depend solely on what I have to offer it first.. That it is all give and take, but YOU start. You were blessed with the gift of life in the first place, so now it’s your turn to continue this positive energy cycle.
You start because Life doesn’t know what to give you unless you ask with your energy.. We haven’t been taught to understand this so, naturally, we have been asking in the wrong manner when we want things..
Instead of asking the universe or God to come up with solutions to our problems, we must give our own solution to our problem. Show the universe, show God what you need by being the change you’d like to see..
When I was younger I was forever asking the universe “Why can’t I just be happy?”
When I should’ve maybe been asking ‘Who can I help make happy?’ ‘Who can I make smile today?’
This is how life responds to you.. by what you give, not always by what you ask for.
I was looking for positive life changes caused by positive human interactions, but I wasn’t helping to create them. My bitter ‘poor me’ attitude kept me from exactly what I wanted.. keeping good interactions just out of my reach because I was too busy dwelling on the fact that I wasn’t having them.. but this is something I always forget and have to remind myself of constantly. Remembering and nurturing..
Don’t dwell on the issue, concentrate on the positive action that can initiate change.
So I know this may sound crazy to some people but, the way you get energy to respond to you is by being reasonably useful to those around you while you work towards your goals. It most definitely helps if you use this method with a positive and realistically optimistic attitude.
The universe, or God, or Mother Nature, or whatever it is that you ask for energy from, can only respond if it sees you helping yourself. This means you can’t walk around with a ‘poor me’ attitude like I always did. You can’t keep your focus on the things that are wrong..
If this is indeed how you are feeling then you have yet to initiate the joy within yourself.
To Initiate the Joy within, you must focus on gratitude.
It is when we realize and appreciate what we were initially given, that we can choose to keep our happiness in our lives.
Happiness is indeed a choice. It is also something that lives within each and everyone of us. We are born with it but we have to nurture it to keep it. It starts as that ‘childlike’ sense of joy when we’re babies. It is slowly drawn away from our awareness and misplaced as we become ‘young adults’ learning to be ‘oh, so busy’. It can even become completely dormant as we get even older… Forgetting we were ever happy in the first place.
And why were we happy as babies? Merely because we were alive and felt love.
The best way to choose happiness and initiate our joy is by simply learning to remember that life is a beautiful gift.
If you are incapable of seeing life as a gift, your perspective is going to make it a bit more difficult for you to be happy. But we are capable of changing our perspectives… It is not easy but it is possible. It has also proven to be extremely healthy for ones mental state…
Most times a true inability to see life as a gift comes from never getting what one needed in that ‘childlike’ stage of joy. When the joy is crushed instead of being slowly misplaced, it’s hard to ever have a sense of appreciation or gratitiude. Some humans are born into the most uncomfortable and painful circumstances.. for this my heart aches.. Our joy almost stolen before we have even the slightest chance of it being nurtured… But, we are always capable of change. When we get older and rise out of these uncomfortable situations we were by force born into. We tend to keep ourselves in them out of habit. Never truly finding or nurturing our joy. Lives like this hurt my heart the most..
Whatever is nurtured grows…
And it is never too late for change. It’s never too late to remember you deserve more. That it’s not your fault. That you are so deserving of love. That you are allowed to cut toxic people out of your life no matter how ‘close’ they are to you. Remember you are loved. If not actively being loved, it is possible. Choose to initiate the change and you will receive what you need.
To start seeing life as a gift we must acknowledge our attraction to being alive.
We like life as long as we’re happy. It feels good as long as something good is happening to us. Well, doesn’t the idea of being able to be happy, even through struggle, sound interesting? Doesn’t it sound like what we ultimately want? Imagine the possibility of being happy more often than not…
When we are able to understand our attraction to living we can acknowledge the beauty of life. We like it when it’s going good, let’s try to make it go good more often 😉
We can do this by remembering what we’re happy about when we’re feeling unhappy. This doesn’t mean we shouldn’t feel unhappy. It’s important to feel our sorrow, but there is an extent to which we should embrace it. If we embrace it too fully it becomes overindulgent and no longer benefits us. Cyclical thought patterns do not help growth. Cyclical negative thought patterns can be incredibly damaging emotionally. Remembering our joys when we’re having these helps immensely.
It is truly important to embrace one’s emotions. And by embrace I mean honestly acknowledge so as to work through them. We have all the right in the world to feel. We do not have all the right to act upon that feeling in a negative manner. Whether it be towards other people or ourselves. Saying how we feel about something honestly and openly brings the emotion to the surface so it can be examined. No matter how stupid you think the feeling is, or how much you think you shouldn’t feel that way. It feels good to voice and address our emotions. When we acknowledge our feelings we can easier move passed them so they do not run us and take away from our path of loving and growth.
We can start acknowledging our uneasy feelings with words like, “I feel weird saying this..” or “I’m afraid to says this, afraid to admit this, afraid I’m wrong, but..”
Your feelings do not own you. They are not glue. They can be adjusted and/or removed, but they must first be addressed.
A large part of the glorious beauty life has to offer is the fact that we can feel these things at all. When you can acknowledge that, it is a big step in the happy direction. No feeling should ever be suppressed. Every unfelt emotion is merely being packed into a spring loaded box that will pop open when you least expect it. Often in such bizarre ways that you won’t even make the connection..
When acknowledging how glorious it is to be a living breathing creature, We should also acknowledge the fact that every other creature on this planet was given that gift too. You are not the only special creature with this gift. We all were given this holy gift. We are intrinsically connected. All given a life with an ability to walk a path of love and compassion. This should make it easier to care about one another, and caring about other people has such a benefit to our personal growth. We are one beautiful and connected energy… with some learned and nurtured.. repelling..
As humans we are given the ability to choose the lives we lead. So some of us have not yet found this path of love through the circumstances they were handed. It is here where we find it easiest to criticize and not care about others.. because maybe they don’t care about you.. If you notice someone is not on a path of love you shouldn’t criticize them or point your fingers, you should just kindly say your piece of peace and set a good example. There is a really good quote I like for this idea,
“Everyone is at different stages of consciousness. There is a certain stage you reach where your intent is to only speak your truth, not convince others of it. You begin to realize that everyone has their own path. In other words, you cannot convince a baby it should be walking when they are at the stage of crawling. To convince them of that truth, is irrelevant.”
Give them the love you think they should be giving.. They love they’ve truly deserved their whole lives and may have never gotten.. Set a good example and speak your truth calmly. We all have different steps to take.
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One day, when I was 16 years old, I called my father to complain about my problems. My boyfriend, and school, and friends. He listened so patiently adding appropriate responses and questions.. when I finished whining I realized the man I was complaining to had had cancer on and off for 8 years.. This man was fighting for his life and I’m complaining to him about my 16 year old girl problems..
I say, ‘Jeeze Dad, I’m so sorry. I just realized who I’m actually complaining to.”
He responded with, “It’s okay Kate. Sometimes it’s nice to hear someone elses problems for a while.”
This simple conversation helped to teach me something incredibly important.
Actively caring about other people helps us to feel better ourselves.
This doesn’t mean putting yourself out on a limb where you could be manipulated, let down, or screwed over. In it’s simplest form this just means caring about how someones day was. Listening to them talk about it and helping them to feel good about it. The more we do this the easier it gets for us personally. But you also need to be surrounding yourself with people who are not constant ‘nay sayers’ and mischief bringers. This can drain too much of your energy. You need to surround yourself with people who you can be useful to. By merely sharing with them your time and energy.
When we feel useful our joy starts to shine.
I like to look at happiness like it’s a ball of light in everyone’s chest.
We’re born with it. It is always there. Waiting for us to acknowledge it. We all have our own personal ball of light inside of us. Within it contains all of the answers we’ll ever need for our own personal happiness and growth. When nurtured, everyone gets different answers because happiness is different for all of us.
As we grow up though, the world works hard to dim that light and it gets harder and harder to see…
Once you choose happiness you must be conscious of it. Keeping in the practice of straying away from negative thought patterns so as to keep up with our constant internal conflict.
It is a practice to stay happy.
When it comes to external conflict the best technique to solve an issue is to choose love and compassion. Much of our suffering can be traced back to our own expectations of people and the world around us. Also, our acquired and seemingly endless sense of entitlement. We are not owed anything. We were already gifted with the miracle of life. How could we possibly demand more??
So, we may not really be owed anything but, we do have a birth right to something.
You have the right to love and be loved.
I look at it more as an opportunity.
because this ‘right’ starts with you…
and hopefully your parents, because it’s the people who raise us who are the first to show us how to love.
The more love and compassion we give, the more we receive. This does not mean it makes all the bad things go away, but it does indeed make them less frequent and a bit easier to deal with.
Using our hearts in all areas of our lives can relieve much of our suffering,
but the love must start with ourselves. When we can learn to love ourselves wholeheartedly, we can love the world.
For every person is just another version of you.
If you want perfection from other human beings you must first perfect yourself.
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Choosing love and compassion means forgiving yourself and everyone else for any wrongdoing.
That’s right, EVERYONE.
Even you.
You want to know how I can forgive everyone? Even murderers and rapists? Pedophiles and Child abusers? You want to know how I can forgive someone with malice in their heart?
I am filled with compassion, love, and understanding for my fellow man. Even if I do not agree with what it is someone is doing with their life I am capable of feeling compassion for them. Compassion for both the life and circumstances that they were handed and the ones that they have chosen for themselves. Everyone deserves a life of love and happiness. If one is not capable of finding that by there own means then I feel compassion and concern for the fact that their journey is lacking it. All I can do is pray for change in their life.
Pray that they stumble upon the path of love.
We do not know the ins and outs of anyone’s life.
Who am I to pass judgement on the entirety of someones life? Especially being based off of only the few pieces I am aware of? No matter how bad an action I could never wish ill on someones life. What good does that really do anyhow?
I’ll always wish for better things for every soul.
“There isn’t anyone you couldn’t love once you’ve heard their story.”
~ Mary Lou Kownacki
I am a firm believer in this.
From birth to death.
We are all born into circumstances out of our control. These circumstances start to bend our lives and minds in a certain direction. Yes, when we get older, we are absolutely capable of unbending and pointing in another direction, but we all grow from what we are shown. We tend to build upon the ideas we’ve learned from those who raise us. Nurturing the seeds planted in our brains. Some of us are not so blessed as to be surrounded by love and light and intelligence. Surrounded by good influence. Some of us grow up without realizing the immense potential that we have for mental growth.
I’ve seen people grow up without one intellectual in close proximity. Being raised on ignorance and building upon broken misguided ideas. Then as they grew they became stubborn and far too certain of a pile of shitty truths that had been handed to them. I’ve seen these people grow up and, in turn, make distructive choices that they firmly stand by. Sure, you can point fingers and say this child of the universe should know better. This child has the internet at it’s fingertips and can pull themselves out of ignorance, but I know we ALL know that many things are far easier said than done.
I suggest, on your journey to happiness, you choose love. Lets collectively learn how to give a shit about our fellow human beings, because that is what being human really means.
Caring, and sharing love and compassion. It’s not that hard and once we start, things start to get easier.
We are all here to make our way towards love. It is what we seek. It is what we are. Learn to embrace it.
Imagine with me right now. I want you to think about the last disagreement or conflict that had you unsettled. Think about how you dealt with it. If you dealt with it with love and thought I am proud of you human.
If not? Better luck next time?
I’d say many of us are unhappy with how situations are dealt with. Many of us would like to put the blame upon the shoulders of someone else. While this could very well be the case, throwing blame at someone does not often solve a problem but rather, create a more solid ground for it to stand on. In naming blame we might as well take half of it because we’re sure not helping solve the issue by placing it.
Imagine now if you calmed the situation with love, concern, and compassion. Whether it be concern and compassion you believe they were lacking for you or concern and compassion that you are lacking for them. I have yet to encounter a situation that can not be either calmed with love or calmed with concern, and/or taking a mere step back.
Love, Concern, Compassion, and Understanding.
- Loving everyone. Especially ourselves.
- Having Concern for everyone.
- Compassion for everyone.
- Understanding for everyone. Be it circumstances or mere poor choices.
Judgement and negative acts caused by cynicism will not save the world.
Love can save the world.
I feel like I’m repeating myself…
but I’ll need to see more change if I’m ever gonna shut up…
Lets keep in the mindful practice together. Consciously acting through love.
Once you start on this more positive energy cycle the blessings are endless. But! this does not mean our struggles are miraculously gone. Life gives us challenge so that we can grow. Struggle grows us both intellectually and emotionally when addressed with calm understanding. When we learn to see our struggles as stepping stones to a higher evolution, they begin to become a little easier to handle.
Breathe in union. So as one, survive.
All the love.
Namaste ❤